Maybe im the problem

I keep finding things i dont like about my friends and i think its not really them its just me being sensitive and i want to say something about the things that have bothered me but they feel insignificant when i say them out loud and i might just be being dramatic. Also i have a toxic mindset and im mad at them about things they cant control because of my own problems and i dont say anything to them cause they'll feel bad but they cant do anything about it and its not their fault its mine for being so sensitive and insecure. And i just dont like them sometimes because i feel so awful about myself that i cant be happy about them