Im so sad i don’t know what ti do

You have at least 6 decades left to fall in love and be loved by someone. It’s normal to lack self-confidence in your age , I was the same way. But it’s something we develop over time and with practice. You might hear no and get rejected a few times but that’s part of life. The right person for you will say yes and won’t even think twice about it.

Remember these instances and learn from them.

Don't criticize yourself about past experiences. They are the past. Yet ask yourself what you could do better, then actually do it.

Your inaction isn't something you wish to continue. You can do it. Especially since you're over 18 now, I hope!

Yet do question your own motivations. Ask yourself why you want to do anything with whomever. Especially if you're being social pressured, say by friends.

Don't consider what is expected of you. That is not how you feel. Rather what everyone else expects of you.

Social pressure is not what you feel. So if you believe you need to ask, then ASK!

You'll get nowhere quickly not asking. Which is exactly what today's society wants! Societies attitude is to do nothing! Don't live. Don't learn.

Wait and don't do anything is social pressure! Even if it's your friends, much less anyone else!

I had my own crushes even younger than you. Each one was a learning experience. I regret none of those experiences. That I was disappointed or even hurt didn't matter. I went on and learned from it. I don't talk much about those early experiences. Still don't regret any of them.

Learning is life! No matter at what age. At eight years old or at eight times longer.

Think of it this way, in every village, town, city across your country there are likely many ideal partners, people that you could fall in love with. Don't rush, you have a few decades to find out.
Good luck!

There's someone out there for you. I tell this to another user here who is adorable and just hasn't found him yet.

I'm so sorry to hear it I hope you find love soon

if he doesnt see the beauty in you, he is blind. you will always find someone better that you deserve more. you are still young and have alot more time to fall in love