Can someone help

!TW! Ive never vented like this before but yea so im 14 and i have a younger brother i get blamed for everything he does (bad things) and if i do something good it gets ignored tbh. I bought him a stupid toy today and i got yelled at by my parents and tbh it's been bad but now im done i just want to die at this point if i get hit by a car tomorrow i wouldn't care can someone help how will i get past this?

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Idontknowyet · 16-17, F

Hey, I get it. Im about your age and I have a little brother too. I get blamed for everything he does. But I am proud of you, you are strong and smart and a great sibling to your little brother. I know it means more to hear that from a parent, but I promise you, your little brother wouldn't want you to die. Neither do I. No one wants it. And it might not seem like it right now, It may seem hopeless, but I promise you, a lot of people love you. I have lost so many people to suicide, and I promise you its not a solution. I am so proud of you and I promise it will get better. Don't view it as a daily span, view it as the long run. In ten years you will be so happy you made it. I promise. If you need anything Im here, and remember that someone out there loves you.