Can someone help

Hey, I get it. Im about your age and I have a little brother too. I get blamed for everything he does. But I am proud of you, you are strong and smart and a great sibling to your little brother. I know it means more to hear that from a parent, but I promise you, your little brother wouldn't want you to die. Neither do I. No one wants it. And it might not seem like it right now, It may seem hopeless, but I promise you, a lot of people love you. I have lost so many people to suicide, and I promise you its not a solution. I am so proud of you and I promise it will get better. Don't view it as a daily span, view it as the long run. In ten years you will be so happy you made it. I promise. If you need anything Im here, and remember that someone out there loves you.

im so fucking tired i get in fight w my parents every single shitty day tomorrows my birthday and i got like few clothes only for it and im grateful its just they just get mad at me every sec for literally no reason my mom said i have to shut up n listen to ur dad when his mad and not talk back im js not there little shit anymore im not gna stand there n listen how his screaming at me anyways. What am i supposed to do now. kms maybe?