I hate my parents

There is so many thing my parents do that i cant type it all out in this small document but for a short story, my dad pushed me roughly against the wall and gave me a bump on the back of my head for days, my mom told me to accept his apology but when i said i didn’t want to bc he literally hurt me she started yelling at me how he is my father. I accept his apology but i knew that it will just repeat it self. Now for my mom. She is very narcissistic and manipulative, since i was 5 she made me call my dad and made me ask him where he was just to get info out of him, i didn’t understand what was going on but i was happy to talk to him since i barely ever saw him. At 9 i realized what was going on and thats when i started becoming “rude” and “disrespectful.” The people who were supposed to protect me are the ones hurting me! Plus my mom remind me every day how fat i am so that just piles on.

This is my first post and this is just the one out of many things my parents do to me. Im glad i found this website, i really need someone who can relate to me, not weird creepy adults, teens just like me.

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Angelwarfare

"The people who were supposed to protect me are the ones hurting me!"

If you're realizing this as a teen, you're extremely fortunate. It took me a very long time to understand this as my mother has narcissistic personality disorder. She'd play my brother and I against each other all the time. He became the golden child, he does everything ridiculously perfect and seemingly for appearances (juggling, dancing and playing guitar like a pro, getting scholarships etc). I was just the loser that everyone in family blamed everything on. All I felt was shame for simply existing. No one asked why I was always depressed or cared to ask me about my day. They'd hate the things in me that they hated in themselves but could never deal with. They are too fragile inside for that.

I was molested as a small kid by an adult pedo and told my parents, they didn't do anything at all. I was left to feel that anything was okay to do to me. To be emotionally, sexually and even physically abused (my teen boyfriend used to get violent with me and my parents were okay with it).

Please watch Dr. Ramani on youtube if you relate to anything I've written. She woke me up to a very shocking reality.

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IWTKMBIASOD · 16-17, M

@Angelwarfare ok ! Overall thank you for listening to me! and my rambling so😅😅😅😅 sorry again for rambling

Angelwarfare

@IWTKMBIASOD You're welcome and you aren't rambling at all! I'm extremely concerned about you (and taking you at your word that you are who you present yourself to be). Please know that good people are out there and can help you. Even if you don't like the first person you talk to, keep trying to find help!

IWTKMBIASOD · 16-17, M

@Angelwarfare alright! Thank you everything again🤗

greenmountaingal · 70-79, F

I'm still afraid of my mother. And she's been gone for over 10 years now! But if anyone could come back from the dead, it would be her. And she'd probably still hate me.

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

@greenmountaingal this stuff is so sad

Angelwarfare

@greenmountaingal Yeah, very relatable. My mom is still alive but I can see this in the future. <3 The mother wound is absolutely the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with and I've dealt with so much in my life.

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

so sorry

IWTKMBIASOD · 16-17, M

@atlantic59 thanks but im planning to try and get my own place when im older

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