I am skyrocketing in college. But backwards (into a volcano

Hi, im not really one to post online but screw it.
I'm an architecture freshman and college is not the best time in my life right now. This is the lowest I have ever fell academically. I just got my first line of 7 in one subject and the other courses aren't that great either. What's worse is that I am on academic probation and if I fail even just one subject, I might get booted. Today I got a full on 0/50 on a calculus exam that I really studied hard on. I am really slowly losing hope, which in turn makes me not want to try anymore, which then makes my grades crappy, and then the cycle happens again. I would like some advice, but if you don't then that's okay, I just wanted this off my chest.

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SW-User

Calculas is difficult, I'll grant you that. But zero out of fifty? And after truly studying. That's hard to believe. And in my way of thinking, hard to achieve.

Chops · 18-21, F

@SW-User Actually I can't really confirm if I did get a 0/50. We only have 5 questions that are worth 10 points each. Also, I only used Photomath after the test to see if I got the answers right. So far my answers were pretty far off even when I was really confident that I got it right.
Who knows? Maybe the prof will atleast give 5 points for effort.