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i hate the person I am.

I can't say "I hate myself" but i just hate the way I act,look,laugh,smile,everything honetly. I don't know why but I am so insecure of myself for so many reasons and I hate myself for it. I just want to be a better person for everyone , for my parents, siblings, friends, classmates, everyone I know. I wanna be the perfect kid. I just wanna be loved by my parents and I always crave for a "i am so roud of you for doing your best" . i always hear it from some people especialy my mom but it sounds so fake. like she is so ungrateful for me and i really dont know how to change that but i just wanna be appreciated by my parents again. i wanna be my parent's little smart girl again. Like how I used to be a long while ago when I were my parent's fav child. well times change, don't they ?
CountScrofula · 41-45, M
The only promise I have is change. I was very unhappy with who I was at your age. I've kinda slowly developed into a person I'm happy with over time. This is not your life, it's just your life right now.
@CountScrofula [quote]This is not your life, it's just your life right now.[/quote]
Very wise, and something to hold onto especially in these times. 😊
frr4nn · F
@CountScrofula i really hope so, i really want this to chane ❤️
iamnikki · 31-35, F
I'm sure you're doing the best you can. Sounds like you need to see a counselor/therapist and theres nothing wrong with that. If you're still in HS, seek help from the school counselor. If you're out of school, you can still reach out to them for resources.
frr4nn · F
@iamnikki im actually younger. sadly i do not trust school counselors :"(
iamnikki · 31-35, F
@frr4nn why not? Thats what they are there fore.
hossa · 26-30, M
try to avoid negative people around you ..use your wide imagination and dream of a better cuture .
SW-User
Hating yourself is a waste of time.
SW-User
@frr4nn why not?
frr4nn · F
@SW-User to be honest, I don't know, it just seems hard for me to stop doing it
SW-User
@frr4nn it doesn't achieve anything though.
Misskisha · 16-17, F
Your litteraly my best friend and IM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR EXPRESSING YOUR FEELINGS... And dont you dare say those things about yourself i know that your parents are so grateful for you but they dont know how to express, have u ever tried asking your parents about how they treat you and how they make you feel

 
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