It's tough accepting my dad passed

It happened so quick. To be diagnosed with such an aggressive cancer in early January, be offered no treatment, and pass on Valentine's Day... Just something you'd never dream would happen. I felt so utterly mad, sad and helpless. And I know the physical anguish he went through, developed pneumonia too.
My dad was in my first dream since passing last night. It felt like real life. Maybe the old saying, Life is but a dream, is true after all.
Miss you dad🌹