I made my mom cry and i feel like a jerk

I went on a tirade about how my life is trash and how ill never be able to afford to buy my own house and ill be stuck in a stupid apartment til i die and how i hate my job and ive been applying like crazy but nobody responded back ever. I said im a failure and wish i had the strength to off myself.

I didn't mean to make her cry but im so damn depressed

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

Your Mum wants you to be okay.

TempuraShrimp · 26-30, M

@Matt85 I know she does but I don't think I'll truly ever be ok

Matt85 · 36-40, M

@TempuraShrimp I'm praying you land a job soon.

TempuraShrimp · 26-30, M

@Matt85 I have a job but it makes me absolutely miserable

smiler2012 · 56-60

[@tempurashrimp ] i am sorry that things in your world are far from perfect sometimes that how it goes unfair as it is. but i think this was an sheer outburst of frustration at the hand you have been dealt but all the same upsetting mum is not the right thing all the same

TempuraShrimp · 26-30, M

@smiler2012 It was very much a huge outburst. Im so tired and so frustrating of always losing.

Heartlander · 80-89, M

She probably feels your misery more than you do. Good that you have someone to vent to.

Now help her dry her eyes and pour yourselves a cup of coffee and explore ways to lift yourselves out of this pit.

TempuraShrimp · 26-30, M

@Heartlander I havent been truly happy in so long I forget what it's like.

Heartlander · 80-89, M

@TempuraShrimp

Can't remember the song, but it had a line that went like ..

"Not a penny to our name
but we were happy just the same"

The love and support of you mom is worth more than all the gold in California.

Take a break from the misery and take an inventory of what you do have of value and just ask for help in overcoming whatever may be holding you back from the life that you want, and deserve. Just admitting your unhappiness is a big step in that direction.

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