I am grieving at the moment.

I feel so awful.

My heart has broken. Someone who loved me so much died 8 days before birthday. He was my protector. I have no one in this world cared about me anymore. I wanted to commit suicide when he was gone within 2 weeks. There are a lot of businesses here that I have to deal so my children won't have a lot of issues when I die.

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Ferise1 · 46-50, M

I lost my wife the last person to love me 😓😢

Arrow17 · F

@Ferise1 I understand how you feel. I feel like I won't live so long after his funeral. I may not survive until 90.

I see my life meaningless.

How long have you grieved?

Ferise1 · 46-50, M

@Arrow17 it’s been 16 months… it gets easier but I don’t want to forget her

Arrow17 · F

@Ferise1 It's very hard for me at the moment. I won't able to start a relationship with a new man or make friends. My heart is closed at the moment.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

@Arrow17 Take your time. There is no need to rush. You have to get yourself together, emotionally and physically. Plus getting together all other things too. It’s very stressful.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 I have to face tax office and lawyer for the process. The system has made me feel awful.

Nick1 · 61-69, M

@Arrow17 Stay calm. Get your paperwork in order. If you can, hire good accountant or lawyer, specially one who specializes in tax and probate.
If you want, I can send you some information from net.

Arrow17 · F

@Nick1 please send into my inbox.