Holidays are always

Sad ..
My mom always made my holiday special.
Lost her to a rare blood type cancer , she was healthy otherwise, only 79. Lost her in 2020. My dad had a heart attack in 2019. I lost my step son in 2023 and my best friend who was 90 years old in 2022.

Soooo much to cope with all at once. Still grieving perhaps.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

I lost both parents I don't grieve anymore. I just remember them and thank them for giving me life. If i allow grief to creep up it wouldn't be fair to my 2 daughters that i brought into this world. I wouldn't put them through that because grief is like cancer, it spreads. If they see me sad then they will be sad. And thats not fair to them. So i kicked grief out of my life a long time ago and will never let it back in. Ive lost a son, a daughter, a brother, a sister, all grandparents and both parents if i even let grief touch me i might not be able to come back from it! So i just live with their fond memories.

Enonnianoj · F

@AngelUnforgiven good idea, god bless

AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

@Enonnianoj thank you, God Bless you as well friend 💚💜💙