Do you find it hard to care when most people die?

Yes.

Well it depends Whos dying. Theres 8 billion people in the world. People die everyday. I dont think we have the capacity to focus on every single person, death is just apart of life. If my mother died, id be really sad. I see people dying on the news🤷‍♂, theres homless bodies on the street🤷‍♂ people are starving in 3rd world countries🤷‍♂ until i know that person theres nothing i can really do about it. So dont worry about it unless you can make change.

When my BPD is in full effect I could cry at a spider dying or not care that my favourite person has died.

There is very little in between

It's not at all that I don't care. I care very much.
I hope they all have a blissful transition into the next chapter of their eternal lives.

I think there is always some part of me that cares in some way. It’s more so for those left behind or the situation that caused it.

I still care about them. Even though I have seen a lot of people die I am not jaded by it. Life is so fragile.

If I don't know them personally

Death doesnt effect me anymore.

Most?

when i am more detached from my emotions