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Death and denial

It always seems unexpected somehow. Even when you really DO know it's coming.
I knew when I took my dog to the vets, the chances of getting to bring him back were almost zero. He was very old and very ill.
That's why I took him to the vets after all.
It still seemed so abrupt, so sudden, and driving home without him felt wrong.
For days afterwords, I got these sensations out of nowhere like I'd forgotten him somewhere. Id feel panic, as though I needed to go pick him up and 'save him', protect him.
A second later Id come to my senses.
I didnt expect losing a dog to hurt this much.
Now I look at my other dog, a fourteen year old GSD, and I KNOW its coming. And I don't think I can handle it.
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teachmetiger210503 · 36-40, M
I had a dog back in my Village he means a lot to me and we had adventures together . when I he died I let go a part of me with him and I had a sense of freedom ever since.
Vengabus · 36-40
@teachmetiger210503 thanks that actually does help a lot, I didn’t think of it that way