You ever feel so angry you become psychotic?

Welcome to my life. Im so angry and furious and enraged and it doesn’t stop. Once I become angry it just doesn’t stop, I just stay that way and it doesn’t get better. No matter what I do it doesn’t stop and I become enraged and just stay that way. I’ve been like this for an hour now and am so exhausted. I can’t take any more of this and it’s too much. I want to sleep forever and never wake up. I just want to feel calm for once in my life but it won’t happen. I took double my normal dose of medication just hoping it would help me but it’s doubtful. Why am I like this? Why can’t I just feel calm for once in my life?

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JaggedLittlePill · 46-50, F

Is there something that triggered the anger, even something that might not be glaring as the answer?

Whatever it was, has it been dealt with in a manner which can allow you to move past it?

Anger needs an outlet. You cant just keep getting angry and let it go without any means of letting it out.

This does not mean letting it out on others but in a productive manner. Whatever might work for you.

Sitting in your car in a place where no one can see or hear and screaming. It sounds nuts. But hell...whatever works.....crying is my thing. It relieves the tension in my body. I cry and yell at the people who I feel mad at so that i dont do that to them for real....inyell at the world and all the wrongs... I yell at myself. I have arguments with myself. ...just an example.

I am sure you have gotten all kinds of advice but I think it is important to find an outlet for unresolved anger...so that you can deal with the thing that made you angry in the first place.

Captainjackass · 31-35, M

@JaggedLittlePill I had to go to court because an ex roommate is refusing to pay what he owes and the judge refused to listen to me and demanded everything from me but let him lie all he wanted. Im so angry and sick of all the injustice in this world and it infuriates me.