Who even knows any more

There was this girl on here in like 2018 who would send me nudes of herself and I got her to hold a little sign that said "I love KiwiDan" because I'm deeply insecure and I feel like I really fucked things up with her and although she (likely) won't see this I want her to know that I'm sorry for everything.

Me fucking things up seems to be the main recurring pattern with these things... 🤔