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Who even knows any more

There was this girl on here in like 2018 who would send me nudes of herself and I got her to hold a little sign that said "I love KiwiDan" because I'm deeply insecure and I feel like I really fucked things up with her and although she (likely) won't see this I want her to know that I'm sorry for everything.

Me fucking things up seems to be the main recurring pattern with these things... 🤔

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Juvia · 22-25, F

I doubt for some reason she existed
Probably because I could literally Photoshop that onto anything and make it look like it was meant to be there
Ive only been doing Photoshop for a month and things like that are pretty easy to do.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Juvia Probably. Well that's depressing. I'm so easy to manipulate.

Juvia · 22-25, F

@KiwiDan Don't feel too bad(tho you feel what you feel and theres nothing wrong about that) I see so many of my male friends who don't even consider that some chick they want is a catfish.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Juvia If she wants me she would have to be a catfish

Wickflame · 46-50

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KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Wickflame That would make sense. Although this was 5 years ago, and I wasn't aware it was as capable of such things then as it would be now.

SW-User

Did you think she was a catfish?

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SW-User

@KiwiDan Only a catfish would be so offended by that imo.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@SW-User That would make sense. Seems like they have to be a catfish to have interest in me.

SW-User

@KiwiDan Don’t say that. Maybe she was a real woman who was insecure of her body. Who knows. Still not cool but it happens.

V00doo

In my insecure days, Id have felt equally desperate to have shown that sign - if I were her - or deeply hurt I wasnt believed to be me.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@V00doo That's reasonable

I pissed off a friend here years ago by wanting proof that she was real. I've always wondered.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@NudasPriest Probably not real then

@KiwiDan True. Fascinating though.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@NudasPriest It sure is. I don't understand people ("people") like that

Moneyonmymind · 31-35, M

she wasnt real

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Moneyonmymind It really shouldn't be a surprise. Real women would never be interested in me

Moneyonmymind · 31-35, M

@KiwiDan a very small percentage would willingly send nudes

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Moneyonmymind Yeah it did seem incredibly weird even then.

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