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Accepting Things We Cannot Change

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Who even knows any more

There was this girl on here in like 2018 who would send me nudes of herself and I got her to hold a little sign that said "I love KiwiDan" because I'm deeply insecure and I feel like I really fucked things up with her and although she (likely) won't see this I want her to know that I'm sorry for everything.

Me fucking things up seems to be the main recurring pattern with these things... 🤔

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Juvia · 18-21, F

I doubt for some reason she existed
Probably because I could literally Photoshop that onto anything and make it look like it was meant to be there
Ive only been doing Photoshop for a month and things like that are pretty easy to do.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Juvia Probably. Well that's depressing. I'm so easy to manipulate.

Juvia · 18-21, F

@KiwiDan Don't feel too bad(tho you feel what you feel and theres nothing wrong about that) I see so many of my male friends who don't even consider that some chick they want is a catfish.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Juvia If she wants me she would have to be a catfish

deadteddy · 26-30, F

Did you think she was a catfish?

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deadteddy · 26-30, F

@KiwiDan Only a catfish would be so offended by that imo.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@deadteddy That would make sense. Seems like they have to be a catfish to have interest in me.

deadteddy · 26-30, F

@KiwiDan Don’t say that. Maybe she was a real woman who was insecure of her body. Who knows. Still not cool but it happens.

resolvingthesematters · 31-35, M

she wasnt real

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@resolvingthesematters It really shouldn't be a surprise. Real women would never be interested in me

resolvingthesematters · 31-35, M

@KiwiDan a very small percentage would willingly send nudes

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@resolvingthesematters Yeah it did seem incredibly weird even then.

Wickflame · 46-50

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KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@Wickflame That would make sense. Although this was 5 years ago, and I wasn't aware it was as capable of such things then as it would be now.

V00doo

In my insecure days, Id have felt equally desperate to have shown that sign - if I were her - or deeply hurt I wasnt believed to be me.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@V00doo That's reasonable

NudasPriest · 46-50, M

I pissed off a friend here years ago by wanting proof that she was real. I've always wondered.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@NudasPriest Probably not real then

NudasPriest · 46-50, M

@KiwiDan True. Fascinating though.

KiwiDan · 31-35, M

@NudasPriest It sure is. I don't understand people ("people") like that

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Accepting Things We Cannot Change

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