This week I'm omitting every coping tool I have.
No weed.
No Internet.
No toxic people.
No hope.
I want to be stripped bare. I want to feel every drop of pain. No one is going to help, I have no one and I don't know how to make everything better for my son and I alone. I can only speculate that feeling everything to it's fullest will either break me or make me stronger. It's time to face the fact that I'm not enough. I'm not wanted. It's time to figure out what's next.
No Internet.
No toxic people.
No hope.
I want to be stripped bare. I want to feel every drop of pain. No one is going to help, I have no one and I don't know how to make everything better for my son and I alone. I can only speculate that feeling everything to it's fullest will either break me or make me stronger. It's time to face the fact that I'm not enough. I'm not wanted. It's time to figure out what's next.