Do you need a lot of alone time?

@therighttothink50 Well, I do find it in nature... completely.
For the most part, I do by myself. I'm just complicated all together. It's an innate trait (along with other traits) that I'm better understanding each passing month, it seems.😉

@MoonlightLullaby Tree hugger :P

@therighttothink50 Make the an antifeminist conservative tree hugger, Mr. I know where you're headed with that one.🤣

@MoonlightLullaby Oh yes 🤣🤭

@MellyMel22 Me too!⭐

@MoonlightLullaby @MellyMel22 I agree!👍

@JerseyGal I've been the same way since childhood. I was always wise before my age so to speak, and never really felt at ease unless I was alone with my music and/or in nature. Later in life, I finaally realized that ache in my chest and belly was actually anxiety. 😩

I tried to be the life of the party at one point, as it was seemingly expected of me because I can be extremely funny, but I was miserable. I kinda pushed most people away and I'm much happier with nil to none in my life.😌🤭

@MoonlightLullaby no, I'm exactly the same. I crave the togetherness but I can't handle it when it happens 😆

@Starsandfire OMG..
I'm not so weird after all.🤭😌

If you are, we are both weird 😂 @MoonlightLullaby

@ButterRobot Yeah, I've become very reclusive. I don't just stay inside though, as I enjoy nature a lot. It's my refuge. Especially the cosmos...the moon has always been my favorite companion.

@MoonlightLullaby My favourite place is a lake in the bush.

@ButterRobot I love water. The river is MY place.💙

@MoonlightLullaby
IT TOTALLY HAS!

I don't have any fault at all, it's just the way my stars are aligned. 😁😇

And sacrifice is a beautiful thing. 💕

Just as long as you're not the person being sacrificed. 😂

@SW-User
I'm glad you're using it as your teacher like such. Whatever motivates you to better yourself and reach for those ⭐'s



Do remember that conversation was about the cat and dog study. Which one was more likely to eat the dead owners corpse first.😱

@MoonlightLullaby I do remember that! Cats... 😳 Smh 😂

@MoonlightLullaby Yeah. I don't think it's that uncommon though. For instance, look how many replied to this post. 🙃

@SW-User I know. I actually feel more normal now. YET I don't wanna be normal at all. It's the battle of my enigmatic madness.🤭🙄

@MoonlightLullaby Haha. Understood.

@MoonlightLullaby thank you

@Mergirl123 Oopsy. I should have looked at your profile first. My apologies since you aren't new. No offense was taken, I hope.🤗

This update has opened my eyes to people I've never seen in my 4 year history here. Literally.😳 But I'm grateful because I've met some interesting peeps.😊

@MoonlightLullaby no problem... i have used EP b3for3 this didnt quite join sw when they change it eas so differ3nt and ppl were nore friendly on ep tbh... but oh well

@SW-User I think you know by now that I absolutely get what you're feeling...ALL of your complications and contradictions are seemingly my own. Bless you, poor child.💝🥺🌷

@MoonlightLullaby
Oh!
No worries !
Thanks to my teenager I don’t even keep 🍷in the house .🙄

@Niloo Ah oh....
....sounds like you have a wild child on your hands.😜

Bless your heart 🤗💝

@MoonlightLullaby
Thank you 🤗💞

@TrunkZ Wow. You have been undercover, so to speak. That's one thing I love about the update... finding new and interesting people.😁

@MoonlightLullaby It definitely is a fun place with characters of all types

@TrunkZ
Yeah, you got that right.😳

@TheDeathOfOzymandiaz Yes, even everything needs a break from everything.😳🤭

@WhateverWorks I totally understand that feeling of needing to recharge. It often takes me days to recover from "peopling" 🤭

@MoonlightLullaby That's sweet of you to say that 😉

@antonioioio If you notice something good in someone, you should always let them know about it.😊

@MoonlightLullaby I whole Hartley agree with you 😊

@SW-User Good for you blocking that specific person. I've started doing the same thing myself. It's monotonous to be so selfish and childish. Silent treatments are especially disheartening, even online. I've known that hell too well unfortunately. Months of it, and also my presence completely ignored for days. Poor you. No thanks is ever needed when I offer support, but you're welcome.😉

@SW-User Sorry if my cheerful ending seemed too forward by that reaction. I'm just being friendly. The silent treatment stuff happened in a LDR just in case you were wondering why I allowed it to go on for so long. 😬

@MoonlightLullaby It's alright, I totally get it :) :)

@BeefySenpie Do you mean alone time doesn't necessarily bring happiness all the time, just sometimes? Enlighten me on what you mean, Mr Beefy. I'm really analytical regarding human behavior.😉

@MoonlightLullaby I do mean exactly that, excellent interpretation 😛

@BeefySenpie I just wanted to pry some more words out of you. You're such a man of few.🤭😌

@ReneeT Very understandable. It must be pleasant to have that happy medium in life. I'm a bit jelly of those who are less complicated than I.🌷😉

@CrazyMusicLover I understand both statements clearly. I can be in the presence of one particular person that bring me complete calm without even saying much at all. Even while we're just connected to the internet.

@Lacemaker Most definitely enjoy those kiddos all you can for now. You're blessed to have them.💝🥺

@MoonlightLullaby I'm very blessed to have them, yes. They're old enough now to be good friends and they are, also with each other.

@BalladOfADeadSoulja Been there myself. I have some darker type poetry from a couple years back when I went a bit apathetic. Yikes, it was awful.🖤🥀

@MoonlightLullaby I feel like I’m heading that way 😢

@BalladOfADeadSoulja Please reach out for help before you do. Do you have anyone? It's such a slippery slope and one that's hard to pry your way out of. It's a scary place.🥺

@SW-User Never would've guessed... 😉

@MoonlightLullaby hush, hush. 🤭

@NerdyPotato
I totally relate to this because someone I know goes stoic just like me and we bring each other out of it easy peasy without saying too much of anything at all, and typically we say too much.😊

Hmm 🤔. Sure why not as long as you have Dijon mustard . I’m a bit of a condiment snob 😌. Lol @MoonlightLullaby

@SW-User Gotta deal with some honey added or else.👀

What no Grey poupon 😯
Guess I’ll manage 😌
Besides honey is always my main go to sweetener and maple syrup of course ,I’m Canadian 😛
@MoonlightLullaby

@Peaches We've both mentioned being the free spirit loner girls in a post of mine and yours. Happy little misfits, we are.😌

Am I missing an inside joke regarding Mr C? Who the heck is Mr C?😏🤣

@MoonlightLullaby He's my boyfriend. 💞

@Peaches Then you weren't so alone then, eh.😏🔥

@mondayschild2 People exhaust me, literally. I tried being the life of the party once upon a time and I was miserable.

@MoonlightLullaby They make me nervous.

@mondayschild2 Yeah, they make me nervous too. Not communication wise, just too much of too much going on around me. I dread going out, yet crave it. I'm a weirdo...😱

@Starcrossed Please accept my apology for not seeing your comment sooner. My notifications suck at times. Happy to see another person that resonates with this need. It helps to know we're never alone.

@MoonlightLullaby You have people who try to make you feel bad about it. Fuck those people. In the face.

@SW-User I TOTALLY relate. I'm far from bad in times of silence/aloneness right now. It's an act of self love and preservation. I seek my true blessing in life and that's nature because I'm never really alone when I'm there.

Stay strong with that middle finger, and don't ever return to people who hurt you more than help you.😉

@MoonlightLullaby Whoa sounds like a lot - it's difficult to explain these things to other people without sometimes getting dizzy from just remembering yourself even when you are the one who was there. But I get the gist, I think.

I had this feeling of being alone or 'separate' that came from moving a lot so I resigned myself to loneliness or being apart from everyone else or something. Then I discovered certain hobbies that required solitude - namely art - and so made a certain peace with it without really realising. Later in life but still young I embraced it as best I could, but it's still desired that we have companionship at least some of the time. Someone to see us for who we are.

@markansas Thanks for sharing. It's complicated to put into words, but I'm actually okay with it. That was the intent of my post ... I'd rather be alone. People, for the most part, exhaust me.🤭 My alone time is precious and priceless.

@Jeffrey53 Do you prefer to be alone, or is due to not having anyone?

@MoonlightLullaby my fiancé past away 10 years ago. That’s why I’m alone My family thinks I’m white trash because I work for a certain company

@SlippingAway It's a necessity, and I think a healthy one at times, as we should all learn to like our own company. I just can't "people" all the time.😬

@WaryWitchWandering You don't get enough it, I suppose?😕

@SW-User Nice to come across another like minded invidual. There's more of us than I realized.😉😌

@TurtlePink ♥️🤗

@therighttothink50 I really enjoyed listening to this. It's been a long time since & just like poetry, music is a gift to this girl.😊

@summersong Samesies 😳💙

@GerOttman Yes. Me too...
A misfit of sorts😉

@Noble 😌♥️

I think you missed a question on my last post, dearest Noble. Just sayin'...😏

@masterofyou This makes me sad. 😢
I know your life is far from easy and the older you both get, the more detrimental/overwhelming things get. I'm sure your body is weary and worn out, especially your soul. Feel all your feelings, but PLEASE reach out if you're in a rough spot.🥀🖤

@MoonlightLullaby

I'm okay i hope you are
Just need a recharge.

Just let me rest i will
do my best to get through
this just a little depressed.

The pandemic is the worst
In a long dark tunnel Just
pour life elixir to me with
very large funnel.

@masterofyou You'll be in my thoughts & prayers💕......
I hope you're under a Dr's care.🌹

@PhaqueYou

@MoonlightLullaby it’s different when they are your own. I don’t like other peoples kids 🤣. I am sorry you didn’t get to have your own family. Believe there are times when both kids are throwing up everywhere and on everyone that I think WHY 🤣🤣🤣.

@iamonfire696 Ugh. I don't want all that drama... 😭 So I'm growing more comfortable that I didn't/don't. 🤣

@MoonlightLullaby those are not the fun times for sure 🤣