I can only manage the ability to be in the company of a unique individual. Someone who vibes on the same frequency and truly understands me. I guess that's why I better connect with those online. Well some people, that is. Otherwise, leave me alone & let me be happy...
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@SW-User I TOTALLY relate. I'm far from bad in times of silence/aloneness right now. It's an act of self love and preservation. I seek my true blessing in life and that's nature because I'm never really alone when I'm there.
Stay strong with that middle finger, and don't ever return to people who hurt you more than help you.😉
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@ML2022 Whoa sounds like a lot - it's difficult to explain these things to other people without sometimes getting dizzy from just remembering yourself even when you are the one who was there. But I get the gist, I think.
I had this feeling of being alone or 'separate' that came from moving a lot so I resigned myself to loneliness or being apart from everyone else or something. Then I discovered certain hobbies that required solitude - namely art - and so made a certain peace with it without really realising. Later in life but still young I embraced it as best I could, but it's still desired that we have companionship at least some of the time. Someone to see us for who we are.
