Kill yourself, and you'll hate your life even more. You will look back and think this life was a picnic, compared to an eternity in the wrong place. At least now, you have an option, if you will take it. No one can talk you out of it if you have your mind set, I'm sure. But I bet you have not even asked yourself where you will spend eternity after you die. Our sins separate us from God. If you die with your sins unforgiven, you will be separated from God forever. There's no coming back. no second chances. Do not try to solve a temporary problem by making a permanent mistake. Your life will not always be this way. Even if you do not believe in God, that doesn't mean there isn't one. And if you're wrong, which is a possibility, you've lost everything . You will suffer for eternity. Not worth it. You must take this very seriously. Make the right choice while you can. The solution is not killing yourself. The solution is coming to Jesus, and asking him to be your personal Savior. He loves you and he will never ever turn your way. He saved me, and he can save you the very same way. He has saved thousands of people. Your decision is irreversible. Don't mess this up. You can't change it. You may think I'm wrong, but what if I'm right? I don't have to guess. I know what Jesus has done for me as my Savior. He gave me a whole new life, as he does everyone who asks Him, when I was feeling just like you. All you have to do is ask. He knows if you mean it or not. He knows your heart. He never turns anyone away.