It's really a hard life It was never easy and I know it'll never be easy Death is the best escape though I've no control But then now if I seriously think tht one thing which keeps me going is I've my grandparents I've a ma I can feel their love in every situation even when it's th worst They keep going on so I've to too for them until it's time no matter what last time when I tried self harm I saw how much pain it caused them my grandma/ aai is old I can't let her listen something lik tht again just mad on the road I can't I will not like to see tht even as ghosts after I'm dead
@Raaii Awww my dear friend 🥺🤗🤗💙💙 the way you feel for them is the best actually ,but also you have to take care of yourself and try to make yourself happy 🌷🌷laugh , eat alot ,food gives happiness ,chocolate too 😉 and do sports , listen to your favourite songs from time to time ,and have passion in life to please yourself and achieve your goals no matter what , because we are stronger than life when we wanna be ,trust me 😻😻İ wish you very good luck and the happiness to come to your way and never leave you 🌷🌷
@exita thank you so much 🙇♀️ I really love sweets n chocolates, I listen music, I do work hard towards my goal too but inside I feel worthless I'm so sorry For being negative I'll try be better You're really a sweet friend So I'm grateful Thank you so much for your kind words I wish you good luck too 🙇♀️ You're really right when you said we're bigger than life when we wannabe 🙇♀️☘️✨
@exita Ive 3-6 exams in a week now I've to walk a lot and work a lot I feel so tired at the end of the day plus the place where I'm staying now is really horrible from water to electricity nothing is okay here But as a student I've to adjust I can't afford to move out in middle of the year now So I've been in a total mess lately I'm sorry for not keeping up Hope you're doing well Thank you so much for checking on me🙇♀️
@Raaii you are most welcome my dear friend 😻🌷🌷💙💙 iam so glad you are doing fine and you are fighting to keep the balance between everything you do ,thats amazing 👏👏🤗 May God be with you and to let success and happiness lead your way as always , Amen 💙💙 İam sure you can handle it ,just have faith and courage and all will be well 🤗 as cinderella says 😉 did you see the movie before? ofcourse ,you are my dear friend and iam gonna check on you , i always remember the kind and beautoful people with beautiful hearts in my life ,and you are one of them 💙💙🤗
take care of yourself, eat well ,sleep well,dont get upset or sad because you are on the right path 💙 love you my friend 🌷🌷🌷
@Raaii Awww my dear 🤗🤗🌷🌷🌷 you are always welcome 💙💙💙 and iam speechless for such a beautiful words of you 🌷🌷🌷thank you for being an amazing friend of me 🤗