(((HUGS)))
Sorry this happened to you. 😞

I’m here

Should have told your parents

I hope you have finally got relief by talking about it!
Sorry for what happened to you

How are you feeling about it now?

Hello Kay, you are a very brave girl for speaking up and, indeed, getting it of your chest.

Pease stop feeling guilty or stupid about what happened, since you are not responsible. He is the adult and of course you trust him and it is not easy to resist an older person with authority. Don’t blame yourself.

The ‘trance’ you seemed to experience, is both a mere physical response to being touched in a sexual way (very normal) and maybe even a form of dissociation in which you shut yourself off as a way of self defense; creating a mental distance as if it didn’t happen to you.

Do you know if he maybe touches your friend, his daughter, too?

If you like to talk more in private, just pm me.

Peter

You should talk to your therapist about it, and in addition to getting some therapy, figure out if you have any legal options.

You really don't want to talk to SW pedos.

That is horrible.

Sorry you had to endure this

Did you finally see a professional?

Did he actually abuse you? It will be a sensitive issue, but should be reported .

Tell your parents about him. You may not have been the first for him. So creepy....especially at your age. If you were 18 or 21...it's different...but 12 yrs old ....! hell no...he needs to be reported

best thing is to just move on , if you dwell on it its not going undue the past.

You sound terrible conflicted and are blaming yourself for something you shouldn’t.

Are you still in a difficult place over these events?

Ugh that's horrible. Idk how many years ago this was but I don't think it's ever to late to report something like this especially if he has a daughter and she still there. So sorry u went thru that my

Was it limited to just looking and light touching?