Before I go to bed, I want to say I don’t know if you recall, but I essentially lost my daughter to her step mom…last October….and in all honesty it is the very worst experience I’ve ever had… it left me quaking … I am only now seeing the light far off at the end of the tunnel and that is ONLY because I have been seeing therapists friends and family , venting via Similar Worlds, and I’m on medication to keep me alive. So, I share this because— we sometimes believe we are alone in our struggles. Our Experiences are different but I do connect with the sensation of feeling everything is wrong and as if I hardly take it.