I don't want to be the person I used to be, but the old desires and behaviours still haunt me.

I have been kinky and sexually immoral (some could say evil even) all of my life until a few years ago. I thought that I had left those lusts behind me but they still keep coming back into my life. UGH

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

You could go completely clean for a while, see what that does for you. And I mean completely clean, no masturbation, don't even look at hotness. I've found it helps me, to be this way, to be none-sexual.