I Am Not Perfect

Never Be Heard... The girl spoke. She spoke, but no one heard. She went for 40 days being the "good girl." She went 40 days without reaching for the blade. Without making any mistakes. For the first time in her life, she thought she was going to be okay. Then her 18th birthday came. It was like nothing changed. She makes one mistake and gets hell for it. The urges flood through her veins like poison. The girl wants to make the guilt go away but doesn't want any more markings. The girl paces around the room and tries to ignore the urges that are swimming through her mind. She doesn't understand how this could have happened. Doesn't understand how she could have slipped up. She isn't supposed to make any mistakes. She is supposed to be a "good girl." This girl is only human, she is going to make mistakes. The girl walks to her room and sits in her bed. She tried to calm down and go back to being perfect.