I'm really so afraid of people and I want to truly enjoy some kind of loving life with someone

@RebelFox yes! Patience for sure. But also sometimes do you think we spend too long on people that we already know aren't going to be good for us?

And I doooo, haha. Strangely! I faked it and now people seem to think I am some social person but I really still am shy and guard a lot of personal things so I have a hard time connecting with people genuinely.

I like to listen in real life, and I spill my personal stuff here.

I am always trying to figure out what they want me to be

@caccoon Girl YES 😞 Seriously my last bf would berate me and my only comeback was dude I love you 😆

I enjoy listening too. Or silence. I don’t think many people are able to be genuine right now, but I believe. I like you just as you are. I’m glad you’re out there girl. Gives me strength 🖤

@RebelFox same with you 💙 I really appreciate you 💙😊

@caccoon there you go!! Same wavelength!! Im gonna say good night. Catch up tomorrow!! Thanks again!! 🤗

@SW-User sleep well! Thanks so much for the chat 💙🤗 Helps a lot!! Sweet dreams 😘

@caccoon anytime!! My inbox is open to you!! The chat really did help!! 🤗💙😘

@PrincessVelvet very classy of course 😌

@caccoon It is not too late. There will be others, but this time you know, not to shut them out just to protect yourself. Bring that wall down a little, if you can. I know it is extremely hard to do.

@SW-User Yes kind of! I'm aware of what I do and feel after the fact, but when I am feeling emotions it's hard to gain perspective.

I think I need to build my confidence until I just have no tolerance for what is clearly not good for me so that the good ones are an easy choice.

@caccoon Yes! Yes you got it. You're wise and intelligent, and it shows 👌

@NerdyPotato kind of! But fear is just a challenge to overcome 💙

@caccoon that's the spirit!

@SW-User Oh, men love dick jokes and that's precisely why they work so well as a shield/distraction XD

@AllelujahHaptism I really appreciate that 😊

@caccoon i do mean it 🥺

@SkeetSkeet I have, but I am just not sexually attracted to women. I wish that I was :(

@caccoon Someone has to be.

@MethDozer yeah but it's a lot to be the emotional person in a relationship..I find I have an easier and less emotional time when i am single

@caccoon I know what ya mean.