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rckt148 · 61-69, M
I used to be
loss of to many loved one's
seeing and facing death to many times ,others are dead ,why am I still alive ?
I had vivid nightmares ,reliving events over and over every time I fell asleep
So I didn't sleep very often
Physical pain and mental pain ,,it nearly killed me
but a little lady on EP reminded me who I was ,who could help
and now I only take meds for pain and a very small amount of them
and meds for my heart I've damaged from to many years of never allowing it to rest
But I have my peace of mind back ,and only an occasional nightmare
normally triggered when I try to explain to someone where I have been
so I avoid that unless its the only way
I hate when people say "You don't know what I've been through "
like they are the only ones that have ever experienced loss ,pain and fear
Be careful with on line meds
all I am saying ,hope you find your peace of mind too
loss of to many loved one's
seeing and facing death to many times ,others are dead ,why am I still alive ?
I had vivid nightmares ,reliving events over and over every time I fell asleep
So I didn't sleep very often
Physical pain and mental pain ,,it nearly killed me
but a little lady on EP reminded me who I was ,who could help
and now I only take meds for pain and a very small amount of them
and meds for my heart I've damaged from to many years of never allowing it to rest
But I have my peace of mind back ,and only an occasional nightmare
normally triggered when I try to explain to someone where I have been
so I avoid that unless its the only way
I hate when people say "You don't know what I've been through "
like they are the only ones that have ever experienced loss ,pain and fear
Be careful with on line meds
all I am saying ,hope you find your peace of mind too
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@rckt148 thank you so much and😊
Harriet03 · 41-45, F
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Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@Harriet03 😂
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No, I just let myself suffer through it.
@SW-User that makes me sad ):
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@SW-User me too
robb65 · 56-60, M
I was experimenting with Amanita Muscaria a year or so ago and discovered it was good for depression. It's also legal in most states. I never ate enough to trip, just to take the edge off things.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@robb65 where do you get them ,please explain
For those that harvest them for themselves ,you have to know what you are doing or you could die
I know a guy who whipped cancer with shroon's but they are so toxic I don't tell many people about it ,the kind he grew himself are very acetic and the dose he took had to be slowly reached ,but it worked ,cancer cant survive in those conditions
But as to your little friend ,do you harvest it or buy it somewhere ?
For those that harvest them for themselves ,you have to know what you are doing or you could die
I know a guy who whipped cancer with shroon's but they are so toxic I don't tell many people about it ,the kind he grew himself are very acetic and the dose he took had to be slowly reached ,but it worked ,cancer cant survive in those conditions
But as to your little friend ,do you harvest it or buy it somewhere ?
robb65 · 56-60, M
I ordered on ebay. I've never seen any here. I was trying them to see if it would help me to focus on my work but then I noticed I wasn't as depressed. At first thought it was just my imagination but then I researched a bit more and discovered they were known to help with that. I would just nibble a little piece and wait a while. If it was a bad day I would have a little more later.
From what I understand it is questionable if they are in fact toxic to humans. The bigger issue is the risk of confusing them with a different mushroom that is toxic. There are some related ones that are deadly.
From what I understand it is questionable if they are in fact toxic to humans. The bigger issue is the risk of confusing them with a different mushroom that is toxic. There are some related ones that are deadly.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@robb65 back in the day (and I am surrounded by pastures and since I am a country boy always have been )
I would just ask for permission to be in them and thereby breaking no laws
I have never been one to "Trip " on anything ,but
If it can block pain so I could work with severe pain that finally lead to part of my spine being removed ,,I would pay any amount for a drug that could help me accomplish that ,,,but all meds come with their own side effects
But I know which shroons to harvest from the ones that will kill you so I traded them ...
But this little red button has only had a few reported deaths I know of
But due to it looking almost just like some very lethal ones ,that is the problem as with the ones I used to harvest ,,if you don't know exactly what to look for you can end up like the boy in the VW camper who ate the wrong kind of Potato they made a movie about .
I know a lot about things you can and can't eat in the woods ,,but when in doubt ,leave it be
But thanks for sharing this ,I may look into it more
I know a lot of people now days who won't seek peace from the same place I do
So I like being able to advise them of other methods ,and not just meds that turn them into zombies
Thanks again
I would just ask for permission to be in them and thereby breaking no laws
I have never been one to "Trip " on anything ,but
If it can block pain so I could work with severe pain that finally lead to part of my spine being removed ,,I would pay any amount for a drug that could help me accomplish that ,,,but all meds come with their own side effects
But I know which shroons to harvest from the ones that will kill you so I traded them ...
But this little red button has only had a few reported deaths I know of
But due to it looking almost just like some very lethal ones ,that is the problem as with the ones I used to harvest ,,if you don't know exactly what to look for you can end up like the boy in the VW camper who ate the wrong kind of Potato they made a movie about .
I know a lot about things you can and can't eat in the woods ,,but when in doubt ,leave it be
But thanks for sharing this ,I may look into it more
I know a lot of people now days who won't seek peace from the same place I do
So I like being able to advise them of other methods ,and not just meds that turn them into zombies
Thanks again
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Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@waleskinder 😂
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Once upon a time I self medicated with Vodka, but now vigorous exercise keeps the blues away for me.
satan · M
Yes but I barely take them because I’m better off just smoking weed
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@satan 😂
silentkillx2 · F
Sounds dangerous, arent u suppose to get those from the doctor?
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@silentkillx2 no I mean according to them it's made with natural ingredients making it safe for anyone to buy.
Aidan · 26-30, F
OTC st. Johns wort. Its works but not always
PervertedPrincessOfDeath · 31-35, T
Vodka seems to do the trick for me
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
rjc36 · 61-69, M
No and have never been on any.
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What did you find?
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@SW-User some pills called Zen on Amazon it's in a dark green bottle I can't even get angry when I think my boyfriend is up to something😯
Salix75 · 46-50, F
for depression
Ativan and Prozac.
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No
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
That was me on Zoloft. I was so boring! That, and it felt like there were 5 Champion sweatshirts in my mouth.
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
See if you can try Lexapro.
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F
@uncalled4 does it really work?😮
uncalled4 · 56-60, M
@Laralemonsqueeze It did for my particular affliction. It's an SSRI.
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
its called alcohol
Laralemonsqueeze · 36-40, F