God really wants to test the hell out of me 🙏

I'm trying so hard to get better, I've made so much progress. But no matter how much better i get, I'm only an inch away from slipping up and getting the urge to hurt myself or just end it. Its been so long since I've felt that, and i thought those thoughts were gone for good, but they're back and they're just as overwhelming as before.

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Khenpal1 · M

depression , you just need to be more mindful that such thoughts will pop up from time to time.