God really wants to test the hell out of me 🙏

I'm trying so hard to get better, I've made so much progress. But no matter how much better i get, I'm only an inch away from slipping up and getting the urge to hurt myself or just end it. Its been so long since I've felt that, and i thought those thoughts were gone for good, but they're back and they're just as overwhelming as before.

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SW-User

Sorry you feel like that. I don't know you but I will support you because I have been there too

Pfuzylogic · M

God is here for us.
Jeremiah 29: 11-13

11 For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

SW-User

@Pfuzylogic I have some religious background. I love those verses thank you

Pfuzylogic · M

@SW-User
I take the welfare of my friend to heart and I am glad you recognize them.
I have studied the Holy Bible and count on it for my truth!

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Spumoni · 46-50, M

Stay strong. I'm over 5 weeks since I've had those urges. Everyone is different but don't hesitate to reach out.

Khenpal1 · M

depression , you just need to be more mindful that such thoughts will pop up from time to time.

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