If you were suddenly struck with cancer and you look back on your life

I think death will claim its due some day, but it isn't about deserving or not, it just is. Having had a cancer diagnosis before, I found a sense of calm clarity. The things that had to be done became more clear, less scary. Fortunately I survived but from that experience I never felt like I had deserved to die. If anything, my biggest concern was that there are too many people that rely on me that would then struggle without me.