Wonders of what

I had so many times in my life to just be there for others..it was a coping skill as a child. If the parental units left me all alone, i felt ignored and rejection..so i learned at the age of 7 to handle myself.
I am an introvert by nature, and an extravert when in a situation to fight or flight.
I have come to realize i don't mind so it don't matter.
Grown up now, i have no family of my padt problems so I can't nures it and rehearse it. Every situation now is either by my choice or my conditions of service to consider the possibilities that its now a consequence for previous choices!
Live everday in the moment.
Enjoy what you have, because you can lose that too!
Love yourself, nobody else does.