I don't know how you'd do without her but man if you can still kinda call her your best friend then you should try to solve it with her, despite that "last" conversation. It's very difficult to find new friends as an adult, especially best friends.

Congratulations on your liberation. You're free from toxic people, not just her. I had the very same situation and we had no known each other and felt like the greatest not only best friend but sisters, since 2016. I came to realize that she is toxic to me even though I love her as a person, but this was not meant to be a lasting friendship and like you, I feel relieved. I liberated myself a couple months ago and I have not grieved over her because I see that she was not her authentic self. It was necessary and I feel much better. Oddly enough I don't miss her because I realize who she really was. I definitely don't feel like grieving. I'm just glad I woke up. You'll find new friends that will treat you the way you deserve to be treated, with respect and authenticity.

Ending friendships isn't something we think or talk about often, but it happens. 💙 It's okay to grieve the end of it, like any other relationship.

It's wonderful you recognize the good moments you had together.

People change and we can grow apart, or dynamics can change. I'm glad you made the right decision for you 💙

Can you explain why this has happened what caused the friendship to end as you sound as if you are sad about it...

As Brutus said at the funeral of Caesar... The good that men do is off interred within the graves..... Remember the good times....