i feel very lonely my self so sorry to read all this

I know the feeling. Having friends you were once real close to, but then over time, you grow apart and just aren’t anymore to where you’re more acquaintances than friends, if even that. But you know, it happens. People change over time, in ways to where they’re not as compatible with you as they used to be. It’s not really anyone’s fault, it’s just that you simply don’t vibe with them anymore. Speaking from experience, it starts to sting less as you get older and you come to realize the temporary nature of friendships. Friends come and go, that’s just how it is. I know this is easier said than done, but don’t let it get you down too much. Another friend is bound to come along sooner or later.

See friendships , relationships , the highs wear off . The conversations at the start like to impress the other person wears off . The high wears off in everything after a period of time and what happens is that it becomes stale , no highs no lows you come back too yourself and the conversations runs out , and then what happens you said it , it becomes lonely but at the same time through that loneliness you find solitude in yourself as time passes .
I actually scares myself at this point cause I feel I don't need nobody . I could go days upon days on my own and before I used to be a people person .
It goes from one place too another .
Or else the way I am and the way I'm answering you I must have serious depression for a long time and I'm so used to it .
See I'm so used to hitting lows what frightens me the most is the highs . You could end up in a subtle way taken it but by bit end up loosing yourself , yourself from highs and it takes it but by bit .
So the lows I'm more used to , friendships, relationships , all of that stuff I had more lows than highs if I'm totally honest and those lows which I get grounds me , in a funny way .
The highs I get I be wired, anxious and restless if I get highs so I rather take lows any day of the week cause I'm so used to it .
That's my answer sharing on my experience

Friendship is a ship that needs to keep sailing, and not anchored to remain in a state. Evolution is that you keep going forward making new friends and expanding your circle so your circle is vibrant. You should also accept that you are not friends anymore with them, rather than saying they aren't friends anymore. So keep evolving in friendships, make newer friends and get involved with newer groups and you can experience your friendships to be vibrant and you will never feel lonely.

Keep rowing. Don't remain.

Life is a journey. Very few friendships last a life time. We all evolve, learn and change impacts us all.

Message me if you feel alone and wanna talk.

I'm sorry for the fading since that's the hardest part. Please know that even though it may not be the same we're here for you.

I have had friendships fade away only to burn brightly again, sometimes years later.
But even though that might happen in future, right now this is a sad and lonely feeling!

Life gets in the way of relationships. You just can't party all the time. It is kind of like marriage, sometimes the list of annoyances surpasses the list of fun things and then you start to move apart.

Very relatable
It’s just kinda awkward and sad
And slooooooow