See friendships , relationships , the highs wear off . The conversations at the start like to impress the other person wears off . The high wears off in everything after a period of time and what happens is that it becomes stale , no highs no lows you come back too yourself and the conversations runs out , and then what happens you said it , it becomes lonely but at the same time through that loneliness you find solitude in yourself as time passes .
I actually scares myself at this point cause I feel I don't need nobody . I could go days upon days on my own and before I used to be a people person .
It goes from one place too another .
Or else the way I am and the way I'm answering you I must have serious depression for a long time and I'm so used to it .
See I'm so used to hitting lows what frightens me the most is the highs . You could end up in a subtle way taken it but by bit end up loosing yourself , yourself from highs and it takes it but by bit .
So the lows I'm more used to , friendships, relationships , all of that stuff I had more lows than highs if I'm totally honest and those lows which I get grounds me , in a funny way .
The highs I get I be wired, anxious and restless if I get highs so I rather take lows any day of the week cause I'm so used to it .
That's my answer sharing on my experience
