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Jayciedubb · 56-60, M
You can mindfuq youself into accepting anything. I think I may have been in a situation where a woman who I'd known well for many years and I'd known about her mean streak but it surprised me when she thought she could dominate me with her evil. I thought she knew better.
Looking back, I think she was trying to get me to hit her so she could keep her record going of 100% of her relationships have been physically abusive because the attempted emotional abuse came for the first time ever, minutes after I told her that I would never hit women or children, based on my exposure to it. I would never want anyone to think about me the way I used to think about my dad after he would beat my ass.
The more this mean lady tried to make me hit her, the more I reminded myself that she was trying to take that from me. Lol ..she slipped into that ugly mode once on a road trip. Nagging just to nag. Trying to emasculate me with words that we both knew weren't true.. she unbuckled her seatbelt, which she knew would piss me off (it gives cops a reason to pull you over) then she flipped open the mirror in the sun visor so she could see what she looks like while trying to ruin my day. She kept going, thinking I had no recourse.
Unbeknownst to her, I already had a plan for the next time she took off her seat belt. It was difficult trying to keep a straight face waiting for the right time to brakecheck her into the windshield 🤣😂 then reminded her to shut tf up and buckle tf up.
Looking back, I think she was trying to get me to hit her so she could keep her record going of 100% of her relationships have been physically abusive because the attempted emotional abuse came for the first time ever, minutes after I told her that I would never hit women or children, based on my exposure to it. I would never want anyone to think about me the way I used to think about my dad after he would beat my ass.
The more this mean lady tried to make me hit her, the more I reminded myself that she was trying to take that from me. Lol ..she slipped into that ugly mode once on a road trip. Nagging just to nag. Trying to emasculate me with words that we both knew weren't true.. she unbuckled her seatbelt, which she knew would piss me off (it gives cops a reason to pull you over) then she flipped open the mirror in the sun visor so she could see what she looks like while trying to ruin my day. She kept going, thinking I had no recourse.
Unbeknownst to her, I already had a plan for the next time she took off her seat belt. It was difficult trying to keep a straight face waiting for the right time to brakecheck her into the windshield 🤣😂 then reminded her to shut tf up and buckle tf up.