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Would you feel alarmed?

Few months ago My mom (a rageful, narcissist violent psychopath) said a remark about a news murder. She said " If I murdered you, I'd never get away with it". It really freaked me out because I'd never think about that, whatsoever. She was attuning to if an average Joe were to kill, they wouldn't get away with it. But still it was Jarring, given how awful she's been to me, violent etc.

Earlier today, we were watching a cooking show and the chef had a very large knife, chopping veggies. She goes, "Wow what I could do with that knife." Then paused and added, " throw it at someone's face on a target". But my sister said she added that in to lighten it. That she meant something else. It really alarmed me. How would you feel?
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sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
Why is she in your life at all???
@sarabee1995 That's what I was going to ask.
Coralmist · 41-45, F
@sarabee1995 I'm working hard at going no contact. Ty my friend.
When one starts to know, date, befriend a malignant narcissist , they begin to manipulate you. Groom you. Overtake your mind and life. Now imagine being born under one...so every act you do, word you say, is twisted, belittled, ridiculed , or bullied. As a child you will believe it all. That you are bad, and should not even be alive, because they have to even talk to or take any care of you. You're a burden to their existence. When you've believed it for many many years, it's insidiously difficult to undo that blueprint.
So as an adult you develop PTSD , anxiety, hypervgilance. I'm in therapy on how to gain a Self, and how to go no contact for good from this horrible , awful person 😟
sarabee1995 · 26-30, F
@Coralmist

Walk away.

Walk away now.

Walk away fast.

And, walk away far.

Don't ever look back. This person adds nothing to your life. She may have given birth to you, but she is not your mom. 🫂🫂🫂