Why the hell must I be constantly screwed over?

I now need to pay 900$ that I don’t have for rent because I wasn’t able to find a roommate as quickly as I hoped and my asshat former roommate didn’t pay for this month. I still need to pay a previous years taxes which is more money I don’t have. I’m not able to go anywhere because the doctors said I need to wait till I get the covid test results back. I still haven’t gotten paid for my new job yet, I have bills I can’t pay and stresses that don’t stop. My head hurts so much and the ringing in my ears is constantly getting worse yet my insurance canceled me without telling me and I can’t even go to the doctor now. My head hurts so much and I can’t sleep. I’ve had to sell off all my assets just to make ends meet and it’s barely helped. I just want to scream and rage or curl up into a ball and not have to think anymore.