And the older you get, the harder and scarier it is. I consider myself a fairly strong person but thinking too much about the subject can really break me.

Yes. I often feel very lonely and feel like no one is really there for ME. To ask me if I'm ok. To give me an embrace. I can't remember when someone hugged me last. At least I do feel occasionally a connection here online, but I do wish I could find comfort with someone irl as well..

Luckily, so far when I was alone I've never been ill enough to actually need help and therefore I usually prefer to be on my own when sick. I recover much better because other people just tend to irritate me. I'm not proud of this but sometimes just their presence annoys me. 🙈

Hope you have some friends around you that check in.

Aww i hope you find someone to hug you ☺

I feel this

Try it suddenly in your seveties when the house is so big you dont enter some rooms for days..😷