You can't go back

I slit my wrist
and feel the blood drip
Nobody no one
Nobody no call
Nobody no one at all

I hear a shallow scream from deep down
inside of me

Don't let go
no it's not your time to go

Siren's 🚨 blazin' surrounding me
lights dance on my wall like scenes in the movies

Paramedics lift me
I just want to dream - fade away
in a mystic dream

Like closing my eyes and feeling
lifes current drift over me

nobody no call
nobody no-one at all
nobody no call
nobody at all

Wake up to cold sheets
wake up to a new dream
wake up people around me
wake up try to sleep

listenin' to the beat
of drugs pumping in me
my skin a blaze - i want to get out
run away

Get back to the old dream
to the old me - to when I was seventeen
to when the world didn't seem so chaotic
and I woke up each day loving myself

Even if it was just me
Nobody no one
Nobody no call
just me alone - reading a book under the sun

Throw on some cold cello
look outside and feel the inner me mellow
See the green trees shimmer
the pitch of the sheds roof and the memories
of the thrill of backflips

as the light starts to get low

The heat of the fading sun
turning everything to a golden glow
and for a second things seem to shift
for a second i begin to forgive

And enjoy again the sounds of the neighborhood
Kids playing and dogs barking
and laughter and warmth mixing with the cello
And everything, everything is beautiful again