Early morning out in the middle of nowhere.. Are you happy?It is quiet and the air is cold the only sound i hear is the sound of the dirt ground while i walk. My mind has been racing for most of the day and night and now it's morning and i'm so tired and my body is so numb to everything. I don't know what...See More »
Birds that cannot fly Our worlds crashed into each other Like flightless birds in flight not knowing how to navigate this new domain We crossed our paths exploringly But winter broke our fall lying together in deep sleep We cursed each other's scars and promised a...See More »
Every story must endDrop the mic this is where the lights cut out Nothingness comes back tragedy at its best The endless torcher of the idiot A stature bigger than the stage the stubborn kid unwilling to age a dead beat too afraid to pray the junky unwilling to pay...See More »
Lost&Forgotten I pulled me out of the darkest pit I clothed my skin - I made me fit I took me in when all was Lost I brought me back from my darkest thoughts Thoughts of suicide a living hell I made this world a world worth living well I am my own king - I don't...See More »
Please God I'm praying. Please God I'm fading. Please God just make this pain go awayPlease God I'm praying. Please God I'm fading. Please God just make this pain go away. The seasons are changing, and we are all aging, but nothing seems to change at all. The pain is relentless, and the days are endless, and the nights are cold...See More »
I think i'm going to start a new storyWhen she was born her hair was the color of the sun, so they named her Eili. She had an older brother born three winters before her and they named him Isbert or Isa for short. For the first 15 years of their lives summer and winter never parted. They...See More »
You were looking at me while I was counting stars and you were only counting dollarsWhen I was searching for meaning You were only searching for ways to decieve me I was trying to grow but the world only felt cold I was looking for love while losing me How could you, Why would you How could the stars decieve I just wanted to dream...See More »
Which shall it be the joker🃏 or the king👑 A joker in the making jk 😒💨 🤔hmmm... Let me see - which shall it be - the joker 🃏 or the king 🤴🏼And - you know im the blacknight - even though - my skin is whiter than white and my eyes are icier than ice and i lurk through the steal cold - blue...See More »
You can't go backI slit my wrist and feel the blood drip Nobody no one Nobody no call Nobody no one at all I hear a shallow scream from deep down inside of me Don't let go no it's not your time to go Siren's 🚨 blazin' surrounding me lights dance on my wall like...See More »
If I could i would leaveDissolve into midnight no light rain And just disappear without a trace Let me leave no mistakes and let a love word slip from my lips and slow up my pace If I could i would erase every step Every finger print every fallen hair and just disappear
Climbing 🪜 my father's shed🌳 Climbing my father's shed as a boy, to play, to dry in the sun after a run through the sprinklers, to pick red, ripe, wild cherries and sit and eat and watch the sky redden as the evening sun goes down. To stand on the edge hands held crossed...See More »
To Ames ...Amy sings a melody - She doesn't sing to you or me - Amy sings to feel something - When all the world is full of smoke - sorrow spelt out clear and cold - Where despair and loneliness are equal - And tomorrow has no place Amy sings to disappear -...See More »
I Love to Write How to disappear So you want to disappear? Now in order to do this You have to be present You have to be seen You have to be somebody a friend, son, daughter, neighbor If you can read this - then you have to be somebody Now that we've...See More »
I Love to Write An open prayer I come to you with these words in humble prayer, "Please God just be there." Be there when ma ain't well Be there when I'm dope sick and fearing hell. Just be there because I don't believe you are Be there because father said you...See More »
A poem to my mom You can't choose the head you're given. I have my mother's mind and it scares the shit out of me. How many hours were wasted looking for her kicks (shoes) glasses, papers, keys. I feel bad how it scares me. One thing I know is that I now forgive...See More »
I Want People to Share Their PoetryThe reasons I run I run out of fear - I run to disappear I run from the absence of you I run from solitude I run from deception, depression from the overwhelming need of self expression O god have I become - the reasons I run I run from...See More »
(i write)I Want People to Share Their Poetry [I Want People to Share Their Poetry] PINNEDMy promise to you I love you more dear This is clear I love you more than my childhood fear I love you more - than the first cold beer As the sun rises And I see the trees And feel the grass grow And my mind and body grows too I love you...See More »
I Write The story of Mary PINNED The Story of Mary Lost & Found She holds me down - with her - sad, sad, frown Red lipstick, white nightgown - she is the cream - I swirl in thick She makes me love - sound of coffee drip I am again - the boy lost in lust - she is my sin - she is...See More »