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I My Life Now

I'm Ok..... For those of you that have been thinking of me, messaging me thanks for caring.
Life at home has been hell! I know it was my fault, ever since he caught me. He still checks my phone, I get random emails which I have no idea why. The only website I joined was EP. All junk mail which he thinks I sent specially for me.. I try to delete stuff before he gets I to my phone, to avoid his bad mood. But when those messages come in over night he'll see them and there's goes his mad dog face. Anyway this situation is sooo drain full! When he drinks it's even worse.. He's kicked me out so many times, but I keep insisting
I did nothing wrong.. the bastard even told my kids that i was messaging my lover, I must admit I stay home and take it all cuz of my kids and because I don't have a full time job to support myself and my kids.. I didnt want to lose my family so i promised myself i would stop texting, cam with other guys. i wanted to post status of me..I'm ok but Sometimes life sucks

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333American333

My dad left my mother because of how she acted. He didn't want me to believe that that's how a family should be.
Now that I am studying Psychology, it is very important to get children out o a toxic environment. It molds their personality. There is a reason that a decent percentage of victims of child beating tend to mirror it onto others. Children soak things up like sponges.
Let me know if you need to talk more with me. If messaging on here isn't any good, just reply to this post thingy.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Oh I'm not violent at all..

333American333

Is he?

CowGirlFan

As far as those random e-mails go, check his phone or e-mail. A lot of people get those types of unsolicited e-mails from those type of sites, even when they've never been to them. And it doesn't matter what the receiver's gender is, becasue the sender site doesn't know whether the receiver is male or female. I get them, too and I know a lot of ladies who do, as well. I bet he's got them too, not to count all the spam e-mails he's gotten about breast enhancement and that you've gotten about Viagra or penis enlargement.
Just been my experience as well as others I know.

mwfntsyindfw

yes sweetie, I know the feeling, I too am in the same position, and now I wish II had sex with the girl. She found a naked video my friend had sent of her in the shower, didn';t have sex with her, but we had done things like her letting me finger her, and her jacking me off. But no actual intercourse.....It is almost a drug having someone you can open up to, be naughty with, share things you know the wife/hubby will disapprove of. But the constant aha I caught you when there is nothing to catch me for is driving me crazy.....

fastanez

I have a friend in the same situation. She has been a stay at home mom for a very long time. Hubby traveled quite a bit for work , so she was free to "explore". Now they are going through a divorce, but she has no work history, no credit history, nothing so she is forced to stay and bear the BS. It's a shame really. I feel for her and you very much. You shouldn’t be forced to stay in a relationship that’s most certainly unhappy and unhealthy.

zmedleff1

You know what... if you did something wrong maybe you need to go through something to make it OK, BUT there has to be a path or a limit. Even if you wrong society and get punished with jail, you get out one day... then it's over and you start again. If he can't describe a path to recover, or a thing to do to make it right, then I don';t think he wants anything but to have control. Control of your rights beyond his right to have.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Oh it's not as bad as to make wrong choices..

ire1960

wow,so sorry hun,to hear you are going through this,,as i am the male version of you,,i had the same prolblem,with my ex girlfriend,,but i will not bother you with it,,as you are in pain at the moment,,i just hope things settel down for you,,not much else i can say really,,just hang in there Girl,,keep safe,,

Hypersoxy

Thats too bad. You should change your settings (if you haven't already) so that you don't get those pesky emails at all times of the day. It would save a lot of drama....Chin up buttercup!!

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Yes I did.. Thanks for caring.. Things are much better now.

Hypersoxy

Good to hear. Pls add me.......

Abi936

awww. I'm sorry things like this had to happen. take care. Sorry that i was being a dick and asking stuff while you were undergoing this. I'd rather stop. Godspeed.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

This was while back.. Things are better

dolarbil

Sorry to hear about you situation sweets. That's a tough place to be in right now. was kind of curious why you haven't been around. Hope things get better!

noloving

that sucks. Does he hit you? You and your kids need to be somewhere else if he hits you. Just my two cents.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

No he doesn't hit me but Thx for caring

noloving

not a problem. I hope this gets better for you

jack3271

Hang in there, dear. You're right to put up with a certain amount, and you have to judge the situation, but don't get yourself in a bad place. We're watching for you.

skipspence

So sorry I missed this, T. And even more sorry to read how crappy things are. Thanks for posting this update. Thinking of you xx Skip

jntrs

sorry to hear that, you should disable the email even though you have nothing to hide, but is better to avoid worthless drama

KaineM

Reading this made me sad for you. I hope things get better.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Yes thank you, things are better

KaineM

I'm glad to hear it really

teebone4889

ouch ! sounds like you are going through a real rough time, sorry to hear about that.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

I was but things are better.. Thx

melbeacher

I feel ya. The same thing happened to me a while back. You will get through it and things will get better.

boobiliciousfan

I'm really sorry for your situation, I hope it will getting better soon .

bigperv

I understand , feel your pain ,, message me if you want to talk more , just as a friend ,,

jsmith19941978

yes it dose. im in the same boat only it the wife that dose it to me

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

You got caught too? Private message me if you'd like to talk.

caliguy43

My wife and I are going through a similar situation. Let me know if you would like to chat

cocpl4blkfun

so did you actually cheat?

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Yes I did but I was able to convince him nothing happened. I wrote a story about it but EP deleted it

cocpl4blkfun

Yeah, the EP police sure do suck. They deleted four of our stories ;(

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Yes I read 2 of yours.. Hope they don't delete more of my pics..

roadwarrior1157

you need to get out of that situation for your and kids health

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Believe me if I could afford living on our own with my boys I would. But he's yhe main provider and paying for their education.

roadwarrior1157

yes i understand but for your mental health living in a bad situation is not good

o3118152

=( sorry your in such a tough spot I don't think he is nice to you at all

89xjs

You have had a tough time. Would you please add me.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

You have been added long time ago

Admirerofwomen

Sorry to read about your situation, hope it gets better.

ozarizona

Be strong and do what YOU believe is right.

teddy1978

I can relate....Do you still use Yahoo Messenger

adventureguy

I for one have missed you

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Thx babe.. I'm doing so much better.

Maxnoir

discretion is key!
max

c417

I hope things are better for you now.

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Somewhat but there's still lots of drama..

curiousinatlant

I hope things are in a better place for you now.

samueltyler2

that was nearly 2 years ago, any follow-up?

vkskama

Dear madam you did not nothing wrong ..you are right

daddylove4u

Sorry u have to live a life u don't like to

ambull1

Since you're already in trouble, mssg me!!

dragon1464

Ouch, I hope you will add me as a friend.

notchristopher11

I'm so sorry... He NEEDS to treat you better!

Split100

Sorry your going through that, it cant be easy :(

81redhead

I know the feeling

WasSx4meandU · 46-50, F

Were you caught too?

curiousinatlant

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

blockme

oh no. terrible. Great pic btw.

tinytim1983

That's fucking shitty

KneeCrusher

Ouch, that's harsh. :(

Deekampers

Too bad wish I could help

moreandless

i feel for you...

Packerbob53

That sucks

Raool2015

I hope ur ok

hgpfmne

add please

ronisme1

sorry for you

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