I My Life Now

I'm Ok..... For those of you that have been thinking of me, messaging me thanks for caring.
Life at home has been hell! I know it was my fault, ever since he caught me. He still checks my phone, I get random emails which I have no idea why. The only website I joined was EP. All junk mail which he thinks I sent specially for me.. I try to delete stuff before he gets I to my phone, to avoid his bad mood. But when those messages come in over night he'll see them and there's goes his mad dog face. Anyway this situation is sooo drain full! When he drinks it's even worse.. He's kicked me out so many times, but I keep insisting
I did nothing wrong.. the bastard even told my kids that i was messaging my lover, I must admit I stay home and take it all cuz of my kids and because I don't have a full time job to support myself and my kids.. I didnt want to lose my family so i promised myself i would stop texting, cam with other guys. i wanted to post status of me..I'm ok but Sometimes life sucks

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My dad left my mother because of how she acted. He didn't want me to believe that that's how a family should be.
Now that I am studying Psychology, it is very important to get children out o a toxic environment. It molds their personality. There is a reason that a decent percentage of victims of child beating tend to mirror it onto others. Children soak things up like sponges.
Let me know if you need to talk more with me. If messaging on here isn't any good, just reply to this post thingy.