I My Life Now

I'm Ok..... For those of you that have been thinking of me, messaging me thanks for caring.
Life at home has been hell! I know it was my fault, ever since he caught me. He still checks my phone, I get random emails which I have no idea why. The only website I joined was EP. All junk mail which he thinks I sent specially for me.. I try to delete stuff before he gets I to my phone, to avoid his bad mood. But when those messages come in over night he'll see them and there's goes his mad dog face. Anyway this situation is sooo drain full! When he drinks it's even worse.. He's kicked me out so many times, but I keep insisting
I did nothing wrong.. the bastard even told my kids that i was messaging my lover, I must admit I stay home and take it all cuz of my kids and because I don't have a full time job to support myself and my kids.. I didnt want to lose my family so i promised myself i would stop texting, cam with other guys. i wanted to post status of me..I'm ok but Sometimes life sucks

CowGirlFan

As far as those random e-mails go, check his phone or e-mail. A lot of people get those types of unsolicited e-mails from those type of sites, even when they've never been to them. And it doesn't matter what the receiver's gender is, becasue the sender site doesn't know whether the receiver is male or female. I get them, too and I know a lot of ladies who do, as well. I bet he's got them too, not to count all the spam e-mails he's gotten about breast enhancement and that you've gotten about Viagra or penis enlargement.
Just been my experience as well as others I know.