Very anxious today

I have so much stuff going on today

Sissy and I have our appointment with the neurologist. She is really wanting to focus on my OCD issues and try to get me to manage it better.

We are doing a med change on Sissy. I am not sure I like the idea. But Joel and I talked about it and if the meds change her with her OCD I'm okay with it.

Then everyone at work is going to a lunch in downtown. I hate going to those. Eating in front of people. And I really have to hold my tics and outbursts in. Something my neurologist no longer wants me to do but in this situation I really don't have a choice. I can't risk shouting something out that I can't control in the middle of the presentation.

Joel is seeing his doctor. He wants to get the all clear to go back to full duty at work but I don't think he's ready. I could tell he was in pain when we did all the unpacking Sunday. I also hope he talks to the doctor about getting light headed. It happened again Sunday.

And I also am going to my doctor for my stomach and now my ankle.

Not looking forward to today at all.