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BlackBloodDemon Aww thank you. Yes I would be so mad to spend so much effort and have very erratic grades.
Sometimes I would get an A due to innate ability or hitting the jackpot and being tested on something that I had actually completed.
Then Sometimes a C- or rarely D because I got overwhelmed and totally dropped the ball.
I used to look at the A students and how much they studied and I assumed that they just worked harder than me.
I was kinda included in the "smart group" due to my articulation in classes but my erratic grades were always a mystery.
I was so dumb never understanding why I couldn't finish. Even in college I did this.