It's been a very long week.

I've really struggled last week thanks to this concussion. I honestly don't know how I would done it with out Joel.

He's cooked, clean, picked up the kids. He's done the shopping, helping with their home work and taken them to practice and their other appointments. He even taped the kids volleyball games for me.

And he's carried for me as well. Waiting on me and getting on to me when I try and do something.

I don't feel I deserve a guy like him and have struggled with guilt all week. I don't like this feeling

I go to the doctor to see how things are healing.