Helpless and scared

My dad might pass in hospice any day. I'm really struggling to accept it. It's been only one month since diagnosed aggressive cancer. And I've felt such an injustice that he could not get any treatment or chemo. They said it would have killed him sooner because he's so compromised as it is.

Life can be wonderful and magical. Yes. I'm very grateful. But then it makes you MAD because some things are just so unjust or unfair. I wish I could accept this experience he's going through 🙁And having PTSD already I don't know how high my anxiety will be when he leaves 🥺

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Pherick · 41-45, M

I am so very sorry to hear this. I lost my Dad about 5 years ago now with an aggressive brain tumor. The only thing I can say is please say Goodbye, make sure they know how you feel.

My Dad went downhill so quick, by the time I knew what I needed t say it was too late, and he was beyond understanding. I still said them, but it hurts all these years later that I don't think he truly knew.

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@Pherick I think he did know🌺