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My father died of it [I Cancer]

What does it feel like at its worst?
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
Chemo sucks physically but it's the emotional toll of going through hell and having to keep up the brave face that sucks so much.
@SwampFlower I am in an state of "epiphany" tonight

self confrontation thing thats hard and not pretty and mellow compared to other times I've gone through this, but these moments of truth can be flattening...so to speak. The shame, the blindnesses, the missed opportunities for love that can't be fixed.

I suck with other people.
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
@Elevatorpitches I think the few people on this site who have great social skills are outliers. I also suck with people but at least we are in good company 🤗
@SwampFlower No u don't

You seem to have an essentiaL sweetness and whimsey that makes people something like u... excel as kindergarten teachers in poor schools ..the school board trusted u🤗

and I can't tell u enough how I loved what u did for me last night😔
SageWanderer · 70-79, M
My father survived his first round of chemo and the doctors felt that they had cured him. When it returned a few years later he refused another round of chemo considering the first round didn’t cure him. In his lucid moments he described it as being eaten alive from the inside out.
SageWanderer · 70-79, M
@Elevatorpitches Out area has a very high incidence of cancer which I’m sure can be linked to the pollution from industry and the mines.
I often think the shock of a sudden death is easier to accept than slowly watching someone fade away, and being helpless to do anything.
@SageWanderer I don't think that stuff I FEEL it.

And I agree. How DARE they pretend to be "fighting" to cure cancer whe they ca'[t or WON'T connect the dots?

And I'll rob bank to reward largely...anyone who can prove that Eugenics (look it up if you have to) isn't being exploited with cancer and maybe the covid too...
@SageWanderer true!!
zorroo · 56-60, M
my father died from colon cancer too.
@zorroo I am so sorry!!😥
SW-User
Same…two sisters as well.
@SW-User 😱

OMG

 
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