It's been a struggle

The last time my weight as low as it was I was out in the hospital for almost 2 months. So I've been working hard with my therapist, our support group and of course my family and I've gained 20 pounds since January. I still have my bad days where I barely eat anything but they are getting less and less.

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Levenrack · 46-50, M

I prescribe you, Dirtcake! If that doesn't downright stop or slow down your digestive system, but that's not the issue right?
It's more like an inability to even attempt/want to eat, correct?

Cigarguy · 41-45, M

@Levenrack my mom used to withhold food from me whenever I had a tic or an outburst as a child she did this for years. She would also hit me every time I had a tic at the dinner table so I have a lot of PTSD surrounded with eating the dinner table and my tics and outburst

Levenrack · 46-50, M

@Cigarguy Yeah that's too bad. I suppose it's so ingrained in you that you feel like you're under attack just sitting at the dinner table. Eating alone as well I take it?
God I hope one day you'll be able to overcome this and feel at ease, eating with your family.

Boeing · 36-40

@Cigarguy those old days ways huh I'm sorry. But hey look at u now 😊 Happy Valentine's!

Levenrack · 46-50, M

@Cigarguy Lol now I want to go out and get stuff to make Dirt Cake. 🙃