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Pretty sure I have an eating disorder in progress

Or maybe not. Or maybe. Been like questioning it sometimes. Because at the moment it's only sometimes I do this.
I've been exercising a lot which isn't the main issue. I exercise an hour a day, with a break every two days because of my knees needing a break.

Weirdly enough I'm worried I'll gain weight a lot even with all the exercise and change in diet. Like it's strange so I guess that was one red flag.

Other red flag started because occasionlly if I eat too much I'll throw it all up. Saves me on calories sometimes if I end up going overboard. If I eat too much to where I feel sick it makes more sense just to vomit it all up instead of be uncomfortable or possibly vomit later anyway.

But it's sort of become a habit, so that's something that I'm working on stopping, plus the overeating. Because it seemed harmless really at first, but then it kind of has become at frequent maybe to once a week. So I'm slowly working my way down and out of the habit again. Plus my bf told me he doesn't like it when I do it.

I have also developed the ability to vomit quitely or secretly even if I'm at someone's house. And I always clean up after myself at least, so there's that. But I realize it's a bad habit to have so馃ゲ
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uncalled456-60, M
That's not good. I know a little about ARFID, but that's not what this is. You're at least aware of it. Is there someone you can talk to about it?
Juvia18-21, F
@uncalled4 I was thinking its on the road to a binge eating disorder or something. I guess it became something I'm aware of now because if I eat something like a cookie or whatnot, sometimes it's easier to just eat it and then throw it up later so I get the satisfaction of eating it and then I don't have to worry about calories. Ikr, it nasty馃槄 And I don't do often, but it's become to where thats what I think about after eating something that I consider a cheat meal. So yeah, I'm putting a halt to it.

And other than that I noticed sometimes I get nauseous easier I think because my body is getting used to vomiting stuff up. Pretty nasty.